teach me how to be good at something.

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Monday, June 30, 2008
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today i passed by a hdb funeral..
dunno why, but everytime i walk pass i'd feel really sad.
and as i watch the relatives undergo the ceremony..
i really prayed for everyone.
especially the deceased.

It feels weird.
altho im a free thinker i still used the word 'prayed'
but i really hope that the god they believe in will help them in everyway they could.

you guys really take care.

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i dunno if i told anyone the story except other than ekping i think.
when i say take care i really mean it.
especially more for me.

cos the first time someone told me to take care,
i really felt that the person was being really sincere..
like.. 'really do with all my heart, please take care' that kind.
in one way i was touched.

at first, i began using take care, in a rare occasion tt i really want the person to be well.
now i think im using it like some casual word like 'byebye'
i somtimes even use 'tc'
which as i think now, is insulting to the word 'take care'

perhaps now i'd reduce my spam of take cares.
as much as i believe every single take care i said for the past few years were from the bottom of my heart..
i think it lacks sincerity and genuinity as time goes by.

As of now, i'd like to give credit to Yin Sing, my 2years senior in commonwealth, sop sl.
for placing so much value in such a word.

munmun laments..
9:16 PM