Yongjian tend to get really frustrated with life. Cause he's not the person whom he want himself to be. He want alot of things.
Humans are greedy. In sec sch, he lacked humor. Now he gets humor. He lacked intelligence. In upper sec he got intelligence. He lacked social skills. He gained more friends and 'popularity' slowly in upper sec. However he still lacked everything yongjian is wanting to be.
Yongjian see others and want more. He is not satisfied. He is thinking why cant he be like others. He thinks he suks but actually he does not. He does not realise he is fine and has his own group of friends. He wants more friends, better friends, he wants to be happier.

But he ends up screaming and tired.

(and yes, he wants to be as muscular as the person on top)

Wtf are you thinking yongjian.

Sucker.

Be contented la shitty.

One more time and i'll kill you freaking noob.
Perhaps if you continue like this you'd lose ALL your friends.