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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
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ok.. 2people said my blog is emo today..
REALLY MEH!
i think i dont think so cos whenever i rant,
i get a whole load of shit off my mind and i feel better.
so i dun think im emo-ing.
do i make sense?

So, i shall from now on classify my post into 2categories.
Emo and non-emo!
you guessed it :D
then i can gauge wad my level of happiness is.

Emo
1. i dont care wad my friends around me plan or do or exclude me or include me or like me or doesnt like me. my life in jc abit screwed up and imbalanced anyways. Do wad ya'll want with me. Depending on my mood, i may be a soft toy being friend-ed around OR be a stuffed toy immune to wadever ppl do around me.

(ok this sounds abit harsh. but yes, exeggaration helps me calm down)

2. Studying has caught a toll on me. its rlly hard.. and depressing that u know u have much to learn, and much that you dunno. Its tiring.. mentally and physically and prelims is drawing near. :(

3. I get affected.. when friends around me get depressed over their 'matters of the heart'.. Somehow it leads to a vein right to the bottom of my very own heart, and i really really hope they turn out well. It suks, being unable to do anything to help. But hey, perhaps maybe i'll leave you all to Grandfather time.. to heal. Time is indeed miraclous. Of course, certain things wont change.

PS. Ok. smallnia. spot my spelling mistake. i know miraclous sounds wrong.

Non-Emo
1. PSP today was fun :) but end up kena confiscated by my mum when i got home =X xuemin and llicia almost broke my PSP when playing Bleach la! rarhh.. lol.

2. OK people out there. please tag. once more. to show that you all are still alive. :D i know there are many secret readers out there! walao. SHOW YOURSELF CAN x( ok la.. maybe not that many.. since google will nt find my blog.. xD jus make yr presence known lol. for those who intend to remain invisible and think i rather you remain invisible, please stay invisible. Otherwise.. SAY HI xD

3. I love my falseto man. so much tt i think im gay. i formed a chord with llicia n jocelyn LOL
heck i LOVE chords! gay or not :D

4. i can do 5chin ups! but alot of my frinds can do alot more. so im motivated to train till 10 :D muscles own.

5. Ok seriously.. i forgot all about my other non emo stuff.. other than singing with my classmates during break.. tts about all.. suks.

I think today is an emo emo day..

munmun laments..
7:05 PM